Suddenly i feel so ugly because of my skin. :(
It got worse and worse...
I dont know who to turn to...

However,

Yesterday, Sunday, my amazing leader prayed for me, and he told me how much God loves me. It filled my heart completely. It was made whole again.

God's love is so uncomprehensible..
You got to seek.
Before you stumble, think about what He had done for you.
After you stumble, think about why He gave you these troubles.
My troubles are here to make myself stronger, to make my heart softer and to love people who has the same encounter as me. I am strong today to love others.
What about you? :)

God never rejects. He corrects.

So today, at this point of your life, Would you give God a chance?

`A chance to love you
`A chance to change you
`A chance to help you
`A chance to be there for you

Time for a new post! I deleted many un necessary posts :) Happy that its the weekends!!! Watched a movie call 'Ladaland' It was not very good.. But still, alright for those who love a little thrills here and there :) For me personally, it was the sound effect that got me all nervous and scared! But still, THRILLERS FTW ;)

I had a good friend in secondary. And finally, she found someone she like and vice versa!!
MY GOSH I'M JUST SIMPLY SO HAPPY FOR HER!! Finally being able to find someone she really love and i'm proud to say that she's my friend because she is not someone who love people by their exterior. (: How amazing haha!!

To have someone by my side, surpporting me always is real great of cause but i've not yet encounter a heart that shows me that it loves me and also that it will accept me no matter which part of my bad points and good points. I want to reserve my heart for God right now. He is my utmost important thing in my life. Because my life is going to revolve around Him and only Him because i know He will engineer my life in an amazing way. My future is gonna be so great! :D

Wishing that one day its gonna be true that there is pure friends in between a guy and a girl...

I'm just gonna leave everything alone. Let time be its cure.

I've wrote a sentence (: And it is a sentence that i believe will help someone in the future :D



Behind every smile, there is a story. But after every smile, there are greater stories awaiting to be told.

-Claudine



Hope this will help somebody (: Amazing future awaits me and you! Jia You!! Its never the end until you give up!!

PAX BIT MY FINGER. AND HE DID IT AGAIN TODAY SAME FINGER.. PAINFUL!!!!!! TTM!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHA~

I stopped him from disturbing my parent's ice cream and he bit me :( HAHA~ its better now :D so funny~ Thats all~! And Pax got his 1st spanking for 2011 :D

I got back my room! Yes my own room haha!! And its big and comfy. Except that there is no television, no VCD player. But oh well, i can always use my laptop :D Got my laptop fixed and gotten everything well done.

Bought lots of presents and also all pumped up and ready for Christmas! And also a wonderful 2011. I pray hard that i will get grades that allows me to get promoted to poly!! Aint that great if i am able to promote?! HAHA!!

But there are somethings that arent going to change. I've already dashed all my hopes that i held for the returning of my good friend. I doubt he is going to remember it. Even if he does, i believe he is not going to fulfil it. But what can i say? Nothing but to send a silent prayer to God and pray that he will make a wise decision. I dont want to tie him up with wishes. Because he has a body of his own and a will that lives in his thoughts . I dont want to constrain him into wishes that are hard to fulfil . Let what is to come , come .

Thats all for today and here I WISH EVERYONE AN EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS! MAY MY BLESSINGS REACH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! HAVE A JOYOUS WEEK!